CAN'T TELL YOU

My life was dark inspite of you,

I couldn't see anything inspite of your bright eyes,

Only, I expected to notice the meaning of my life...

Couldn't you understand?

My problem was not about you,

It was about me.

I was angry to myself.

I was too tired and tiring.

You couldn't stay with me.

Indeed, I only wanted your goodness.

Oh!... You can't tell lies about my feelings.

You knew all of them.

You understood me.

Why did you behave me badly?

Why did you make me sad?

I didn't deserve them.

One day, I hope you will be able to understand it,

All of my feelings about me, you...

Funda Mertoğlu